The Economy is ending and I'm writing a blog...

Ok so this is my first blog. ever. and I'm not sure how to start it out. I've seen and read other people's blogs. especially Alex Evans (alexevans.net) and I'd have to say I'm impressed. well anyway, while I'm here i might as well tell you about myself. first off, when I'm writing something and i have it all in my head and i type it up, i don't care much about grammar so you're going to have to excuse me of that in this first post and i promise to work on it by the second one. anyway, I'm 14. a freshman in high school. and I'm loving it. I'm single and have been for 14 years and I'm in no way going to just throw myself at a guy i meet until i know him. i love making friends and meeting people however i do tend to be alone but only because i choose to be. I'm not emo but i am punk and I'm also a daredevil. I'll pretty much do anything. well, almost anything. I'm also very blunt and i will speak my mind if necessary. i don't curse...too much. maybe only words like damn or hell but that's about it. i like drawing and taking photos and digitally remastering them and editing them. so if you ever need a good photographer, I'm your gal. i also like modeling so if you need a model...I'm your gal. i feel it just expresses the way someone really feels and how they feel about themselves. if i go too deep in thought please, let me know because i don't really like doing that. i like making things fair. i blame it on my astrological sign(s). 

I'm a Libra and a Scorpio. confused? well it's simple. i was technically born a Libra as everyone says however my birthday is the last day of Libra and the first day of Scorpio (the 23rd in case you thought the 24th) and i was also born at the exact time that they switch. No, not midnight. However I'm not going to tell you because that would be going way into my personal life that I'm not ready to share with you yet. 

Anyway, when i see someone hiding from a camera i think it's just saying that they are self-conscious and i perfectly understand that. i used to be self-conscious but now I'm not. sure, I understand people that are afraid of cameras but if you were able to take a picture when you were just a baby you can take one now. there's no real difference except a height and size difference. but your you. only you and in no way am i gonna tell you if you should be self-conscious or not because that would be contradicting myself. Ok so another thing about me. I love helping. it doesn't matter with what, i just do. i have a lot of experience (thanks to friends) with relationships and whatnot so if you ever  need advice or help with anything, I'll be more than glad to help.

I can't believe that I just typed an entire blog when the economy is ending the world. oh, god. how selfish am I?

xoxo,

emily