Real Short..

This is a short post because it's like 12:30am and i'm exhausted. I just basically wanted to tell you good news...on Wednesday night me and my lovely boyfriend got back together :]

ok, that's all. good night!

xoxo,

emily

Wow..

Geez it's been a while since I posted last huh? Yeah, I'd think so. Ok so let me tell you what's going on in my life.

Most recently..like last night. My boyfriend and I temporarily broke up. We plan on getting back together. Just not right now. He told me he still loves me to death and I love him still so no issue..only problem, we'd been only going out for 4 days...yeah, i know. So anyway, things aren't going that well right now so that's the main reason..nothing I did but just stuff going on in his life. He promised me we'd get back together and so far I guess I believe him. Wanna know the big difference between us though? I'm in New Jersey and he's in Nevada. But that's ok because we love each other. All right I'm gonna get off this topic now, it's making me slightly upset.

I'm at lunch in school right now and I'm so grateful for the laptops they give us..anyway, my best friend Joe is being a retard as usual and Lauren is being smart and Jamie is trying to concentrate on eating fries and talk to Lauren at the same time. And Randy is just being Randy. 

I'm not sure what else to type right now so if I think of something by tonight, I'll type it up but for now...I need to finish my cookies, fries, and popcorn chicken..healthy right?

xoxo,

emily

Break is over and now I journey to the torture chamber...

Ok, so it's a little after 12 am and I have to be up for annoying school in about six hours or so. That doesn't bother me though. I'm always up late. I'm more of a night person than a day/morning person. So this entire day I did pretty much nothing. I didn't leave my house once. 

This day...Is the last day. 

The last day of what? You may ask. Well for all those on Christmas break in the east coast. This is the last day of break. Unless you don't have school or are home-schooled. I know this may seem un-necessary right now but I just looked back at the word Christmas and realized not everyone celebrates it..hmm I should change it. How about "for all of those on Winter break". Yeah that works. Ok, like I was saying. 

I never really like waking up early to go to school. Only maybe in kindergarten or pre-school. But that was when it was fun, am I right? I'm now in high-school where the fun and games are over. Now it's time for serious work and MORE homework.

I NEVER liked homework. I used to think of it as the devil's word. It never did make sense to me besides the reasons teachers and parents give you as to why we get homework. We already spent at least 8 hours of our time in class learning and now you want us to do more work? That doesn't seem quite fair, but it's life. Life isn't fair, get used to it. The reason we get homework, from what parents and teachers say, is because it will refresh our minds from the topic of what we learned. That seems pretty pointless to me. If anything, just go over it before the new lesson the next day. But this is all my opinion.

Well, I have to get up soon and head for the torture chamber. See you/write to you tomorrow!

Until then, xoxo,

emily

The Economy is ending and I'm writing a blog...

Ok so this is my first blog. ever. and I'm not sure how to start it out. I've seen and read other people's blogs. especially Alex Evans (alexevans.net) and I'd have to say I'm impressed. well anyway, while I'm here i might as well tell you about myself. first off, when I'm writing something and i have it all in my head and i type it up, i don't care much about grammar so you're going to have to excuse me of that in this first post and i promise to work on it by the second one. anyway, I'm 14. a freshman in high school. and I'm loving it. I'm single and have been for 14 years and I'm in no way going to just throw myself at a guy i meet until i know him. i love making friends and meeting people however i do tend to be alone but only because i choose to be. I'm not emo but i am punk and I'm also a daredevil. I'll pretty much do anything. well, almost anything. I'm also very blunt and i will speak my mind if necessary. i don't curse...too much. maybe only words like damn or hell but that's about it. i like drawing and taking photos and digitally remastering them and editing them. so if you ever need a good photographer, I'm your gal. i also like modeling so if you need a model...I'm your gal. i feel it just expresses the way someone really feels and how they feel about themselves. if i go too deep in thought please, let me know because i don't really like doing that. i like making things fair. i blame it on my astrological sign(s). 

I'm a Libra and a Scorpio. confused? well it's simple. i was technically born a Libra as everyone says however my birthday is the last day of Libra and the first day of Scorpio (the 23rd in case you thought the 24th) and i was also born at the exact time that they switch. No, not midnight. However I'm not going to tell you because that would be going way into my personal life that I'm not ready to share with you yet. 

Anyway, when i see someone hiding from a camera i think it's just saying that they are self-conscious and i perfectly understand that. i used to be self-conscious but now I'm not. sure, I understand people that are afraid of cameras but if you were able to take a picture when you were just a baby you can take one now. there's no real difference except a height and size difference. but your you. only you and in no way am i gonna tell you if you should be self-conscious or not because that would be contradicting myself. Ok so another thing about me. I love helping. it doesn't matter with what, i just do. i have a lot of experience (thanks to friends) with relationships and whatnot so if you ever  need advice or help with anything, I'll be more than glad to help.

I can't believe that I just typed an entire blog when the economy is ending the world. oh, god. how selfish am I?

xoxo,

emily